HEARTBEAT
by Debra Lee
EXCERPT
Part I
Chapter 1
Jenny forced herself to buy a copy of the national newspaper
before she boarded the jet bound for Pennsylvania. The news
of the bombing in Beirut dominated the front page.
Perhaps reading the story would help Jenny to stop denying
reality, but she doubted it. She still prayed that the whole
thing was a nightmare, that she would wake up and he would
be at her side once again, announcing their marriage to their
families as they had planned.
“Your ticket, please?” The voice of the stewardess
pulled Jenny back to reality.
Jenny handed the stewardess her ticket.
“Enjoy your flight.”
Jenny nodded and made her way through the narrow aisle to
her window seat.
Once the jet had leveled above the clouds, Jenny unfastened
her seat belt and opened the folded newspaper in her lap.
TWO HUNDRED AMERICAN G.I.’s FEARED DEAD. The bold letters
of the headline roused a powerful yearning in Jenny to travel
back in time . . .
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Mr. and Mrs. Martin Canpata were giving a barbecue in honor
of their daughter’s acceptance into law school. The
guest list consisted of the elite of suburban Towering Heights.
The celebration was held on the neatly clipped grounds of
the three-hundred-acre sprawling estate. The aroma of barbecued
chicken floated in the air along with the soft music played
by the three-piece band assembled on the patio.
“You look just divine, Jenny,” complimented Mrs.
Turner, the wife of the newly elected judge of Morgan County.
“Thank you, Mrs. Turner.” Jenny gave her a radiant
smile, then continued through the crowd, greeting familiar
faces.
Suddenly Jenny felt shivers of uneasiness slide down her back.
No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t shake the
feeling that she was being watched.
She scanned the surrounding area, trying her best to appear
casual, but hoping to catch the person watching her.
A man propped himself against the bar near the band and watched
the woman who was making an effort to be friendly to all the
guests. Whoever she was she was beautiful.
When she smiled, she was lovelier than any woman he could
recall. Her shining silken hair clung to her delicately boned
face before falling gracefully over her shoulders right down
to her buttocks. Her petite body was sensuous and exciting,
he thought. Her ivory-colored, sleeveless dress clung in all
the right places, emphasizing her full breasts, curved hips
and shapely legs.
He felt his pulse racing. His palms became damp with perspiration.
Damn! Had he lost his mind? He asked himself. It was impossible
for him to become involved with a woman of her obvious genteel
background and upbringing.
But it was too late. He was completely captivated. He felt
compelled to move closer. He had to meet her. It was then
he discovered who she was. Martin Canpata’s loud voice
boomed and his dictatorial tone claimed everyone’s attention
as he summoned his daughter to his side.
He put his arm around Jenny’s shoulder. “Jenny,
these are the Muellers.” He introduced the middle-aged
couple with a look in his eyes that Jenny recognized immediately.
She was quite familiar with the Mueller name. Mr. Mueller
was her father’s biggest client and head of Mueller
Real Estate, the largest real estate agency in the state.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you.” Jenny responded
to her father’s eyes of steel, which demanded a show
of her well-drilled training for entertaining people of such
high caliber.
“That’s a lovely dress you’re wearing, Jenny,”
Mrs. Mueller remarked, smiling while gritting her teeth as
her husband’s eyes closely examined the curves that
filled the dress.
“Thank you.”
“Come along, George. I see someone I’d like you
to meet,” Mrs. Mueller suddenly declared, tugging at
her husband’s arm. “It’s very nice to meet
you, Jenny,” she called over her shoulder as she nearly
dragged her husband into a circle of people.
As Jenny excused herself to her father as well, she felt again
the same shivers of uneasiness. Paranoid or not, she was positive
now that someone’s eyes were boring into her back. Deciding
that the time had come to put a stop to this nuisance once
and for all, she swiftly turned her head.
It was then she saw him, a tall man standing nearby, staring
at her with the softest blue eyes she had ever seen. As their
eyes locked, they seemed to carry on a brief conversation.
Jenny had the sensation of being struck with a powerful object,
so intense was her reaction to this man.
As he continued to hold her with his gaze, she took in every
detail of his appearance. He looked to be about twenty-four
or twenty-five. His soft, brown hair lay in thick waves over
his forehead. His face was angular, with strong but perfectly
carved features. His tall frame was impressive, and emphasized
by the muscle of his all-male form. He was dressed in a western-styled,
light blue shirt and a pair of neatly pressed, new-looking
jeans.
Jenny remained transfixed, trapped by the stare of a stranger.
She had never met a man who could make her feel so strange.
Her insides felt weak but at the same time were giving birth
to a sensation she never knew existed.
With a force of sheer will, Jenny turned her eyes away from
this man who for a moment had wielded the potential power
to turn her well-planned future upside down.
The muscles of her face were becoming sore from smiling so
much. Sneaking away from the guests for a while certainly
would be better than greeting them with a frown, she decided.
She casually drifted away from the noises of the crowd and
suddenly darted around the side of the house. She followed
the path that led to the stables. Talking to her four-year-old
thoroughbred horse would be much easier than finding the correct
words to add to the conversation of her father’s associates,
she thought.
Jenny swung open the stable door. The tensions that had been
building within her evaporated instantly as she went inside.
She scooped two handsful of oats from the oversized barrel
in the corner and held them out to the well-groomed mare in
the end stable. The color of the horse reminded Jenny of the
first snowfall blanketing the ground. A beautiful shade of
white.
“Just for you, Splendor,” Jenny offered.
Jenny’s father had given her the thoroughbred the year
she started college. At the time, White Splendor was a filly
for Jenny to train. And train she did. Jenny spent every spare
minute she had with the horse. And a special love developed
between them.
“That’s a fine-looking animal you’ve got
there,” a deep male voice praised.
Jenny was brought back from the private world only she and
White Splendor shared with a jolt on hearing his voice. She
knew without looking that what she never expected to happen
was indeed happening. The mystery man had sought her out.
Slowly she turned her eyes to encounter his handsome face,
now so very close to her own. As he towered above her, she
could see its smoothness. The exciting fragrance of his cologne
drifted downward, causing her pulse to increase its beat.
“I hope I didn’t frighten you,” he said,
a worried look crossing his fine features. “My name
is Jeffrey. Jeffrey Scott.”
She should tell him he had frightened her, but her lips refused
to obey and form the words. “I don’t believe I
know the name, Mr. Scott.” Jenny was surprised at how
evenly her words came out when she felt a knot cutting off
her breath.
Jeffrey snickered, his gaze dropping instantly to the concrete
floor. “There’s no reason you should. See, my
folks don’t have much free time for fancy parties. We’re
just a farm family, working from dawn to dusk most days.”
Jeffrey explained, occasionally raising his soft blue eyes
to capture Jenny’s.
Jenny allowed him to get away with the sarcasm he wished he
had better controlled. Excitement was evident in her voice.
“Then you must have horses, too.”
Jeffrey chuckled. “No, I don’t. Horses . . . ”
His voice trailed off suddenly, reaffirming his earlier thoughts.
He and Jenny were indeed worlds apart. To him, a horse of
his own was a luxury he could only dream of some day owning,
while Jenny had no understanding of a dream such as his. Her
father’s vast wealth made those kind of dreams real
every day.
Jenny had a peculiar look in her eyes, intoxicated with desire
to know everything about this mysterious man. “Don’t
you like horses?” she pressed.
Jeffrey kicked a few strands of straw with the toe of his
boot. “They’re magnificent animals. And someday
I will own several,” he said and meant it.
Jenny didn’t doubt him for a minute. Jeffrey Scott seemed
like the type of man who honored his convictions.
Strange as it was, it wasn’t until just now she realized
Jeffrey wasn’t to be mistaken for one of the upper-class
citizens of Towering Heights who were guests at her celebration.
She cringed with embarrassment. But what was he doing here?
She wondered curiously.
“What-“ she and Jeffrey said at the same time.
Jeffrey blushed. “Ladies first,” he insisted.
“Well, I-“ Jenny stammered, not exactly sure how
to ask. Finally she just came out and did so. “I was
just curious as to why you are here.” Her voice had
softened with each word she spoke.
She’d hate me if I told her the real reason, he thought.
He stepped closer, deciding to improvise. “I had hopes
of meeting a beautiful woman with long, dark, silk like hair
and baby soft skin to run my fingers over.”
Jenny snapped out of the trance Jeffrey had drawn her into
and jerked away from his hand sliding over hers. “Forget
that I asked,” she choked, annoyed with herself for
allowing his soft words to temporarily seduce her.
“I’m sorry, Jenny. I don’t know what came
over me. But I’ll be going now so it won’t happen
again,” he said, turning away from her and starting
to walk away feeling ashamed of his boldness. But he couldn’t
help it. This woman had gotten to him.
“Wait a minute!” Jenny’s voice held panic.
Jeffrey came to an abrupt halt but didn’t turn around.
“How do you know my name?” she shot at the back
of his head.
Jeffrey looked over his shoulder. He swallowed hard, relieved
she wasn’t ordering him to leave and excited that she
seemed to be looking for an excuse for him to stay. “That’s
my secret,” he finally answered, winked, and left the
stables only because he knew he had no right to be there in
the first place. He’d had to bribe one of the household
staff to steal one of the written invitations for him to attend
the celebration today. And he hadn’t even had time to
search the library, where he’d hoped to find the evidence
he had been looking a long time for. And now that wasn’t
possible. He had to leave the premises immediately, before
Jenny started asking questions about him.
Why, Jenny wondered, had she let him go? Why would she want
to stop him? Because she didn’t have the answer to either
question, she let them stand, holding fast to the strange,
yet exciting sensation dancing within her.
She gave White Splendor a lopsided smile and ran her hand
over the horse’s forehead. “I think we’re
in for an unusual summer, girl.”
The horse whinnied as if agreeing with what Jenny had said.
“I better be getting back to the party. I’ve been
gone too long already. Father will be furious with me for
deserting our guests.”
Jenny stopped outside. Only now, she felt an urgency to appreciate
the warmth of the June sunshine. The sweet smell of blooming
wildflowers tickled her nostrils. The sound of distant laughter
overlapped the music of the band as she floated to the rear
of the house.
“Well, there you are, dear. Your father was about to
go searching for you. Where have you been?” Elizabeth
Canpata asked her daughter with more concern than annoyance
in her tone.
Jenny sighed heavily. “I just needed to take a breather,”
she answered and left it at that.
It didn’t seem the appropriate time to tell her mother
about the man who had just left her feeling magnificently
peculiar. But Jenny was certain she would tell her. Elizabeth
Canpata was an extremely understanding individual. It was
her father she doubted she could ever confide in about a relationship
such as the one she imagined with Jeffrey. It didn’t
matter anyway, Jenny thought. With law school ahead of her,
there would be no time for the imagined relationship to become
reality.
Jenny tried to keep her thoughts occupied the days that followed,
but nothing could overpower her reverie of her brief encounter
with Jeffrey. And she chose to ignore and inner voice which
warned her against seeing him again.
It was a gorgeous Saturday morning. Saturday was Jenny’s
favorite day of the week. It was hers to do with whatever
she liked. Her father would be spending the day on Towering
Heights’ well-groomed golf course. Mrs. Canpata had
a morning tennis lesson and would spend the afternoon in the
city shopping.
Like most Saturdays, Jenny planned to spend the day with White
Splendor. On her way to the stables, she stopped to chat with
the groundskeeper of the Canpata estate.
“Good morning, Mr. Gunerson. It looks like it’s
going to be a beautiful day,” Jenny said. Facing the
sun, she was holding her hand over her brow as a shield against
the brilliant rays.
Mr. Gunerson climbed down from the ladder he was standing
on to prune one of the peach trees in the forty-acre orchard.
“Indeed. A splendid day,” the elderly man agreed.
“On your way to get Splendor, are ya?”
“That I am,” Jenny smiled. “Mr. Gunerson,”
Jenny’s voice became serious, “you wouldn’t
happen to know where the Scott farm is, would you?”
she asked, unsuccessfully trying not to sound anxious.
The man pulled a handkerchief from his trouser pocket and
wiped the sweat off his forehead. “Let me see now. You
say the Scott place?” He had his lips twisted to one
side, giving it serious thought. “There’s some
Scotts livin’ in the Bernards old farm.”
“I don’t believe I know the place,” Jenny
told him, hoping he would offer directions.
“It’s on the other side of Lookout Point.”
Lookout Point was nearly three miles away by the road. Riding
White Splendor, Jenny could take the shortcut through the
valley.
“Do you know if these Scotts have a son named Jeffrey?”
Jenny pressed, unable to contain her eagerness.
“Sorry, Miss Jenny, I don’t rightly know that
they do.” Mr. Gunerson’s voice held regret.
Jenny saddled and mounted White Splendor. Her normal sense
of reasoning seemed to have left her with the speculation
she’d soon have a second encounter with the man she
had tried to forget.
Slowly was how the ride began as she guided the horse into
the thick of the forest adjacent to the estate. She was too
busy rehearsing what she might say to Jeffrey if she saw him
to notice the calm of the forest. An occasional ray of sunlight
filtered through the colorful leaves and glittered against
Jenny’s long hair.
The wide opening to Jenny’s right led into the valley
below Lookout Point. Jenny welcomed the open space of the
valley. It gave her a powerful longing to be free of the ordered
life she was beginning to feel confined to. She loosened her
firm grip on White Splendor’s reins and made a clicking
sound and the horse’s speed increased to a gallop. The
warm wind swept against Jenny’s delicate features.
As they approached the other side of the valley, she eased
back on the reins. “Whoa, there, Splendor.”
She looked over at an old farmhouse nestled in a cluster of
towering pine trees. The house could use a fresh coat of white
paint, she decided. Otherwise, the place seemed to be well
taken care of.
Jenny’s eyes carefully scanned the area between the
house and barn. No Jeffrey was in sight. As she started to
look away, she noticed a beat-up pickup truck pull around
to the side of the barn, then stop.
Tension knotted her neck muscles when she saw it was Jeffrey
who had stepped out of the truck and was climbing into the
back that was loaded with bales of hay. He wasn’t wearing
a shirt, only a pair of faded blue jeans. Jenny felt a strange
fluttering in the pit of her stomach. She ached to run her
fingers over his tanned and muscled chest, his broad shoulders.
And once again, prickles were climbing up her back.
Stop it! A proper lady shouldn’t be having such thoughts,
she told herself. But she couldn’t stop. She wanted
him. And heading for home as the proper lady she had been
raised to be wasn’t the way to get him.
She found a spot where the fence was down and crossed the
pasture that ran alongside the barn. The thudding of White
Splendor’s hooves gained Jeffrey’s immediate attention.
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