Touch of a Vanished
Hand
by P.G. Forte
EXCERPT
Prologue
Lupa e Cervo Winery, Oberon, California
Valentine’s Day Night
It was time.
Adam Sasso poured an offering of wine into the stone bowl
that stood at the entrance of the antique Lare Shrine. The
shrine, a small house-like structure, sat on a 16th century
Venetian refectory table, centered along the northernmost
wall of Adam’s private sitting room.
“Bring her to me now, O Taga,” he addressed the
Watcher of the Northern Gate. “She will be as the Goddess
to me, the source of all that is good. And I vow that I will
hold fast to her, as roots cling to the earth.”
It’s past time. All the signs were present--had been
present for quite awhile now. He’d expected her two
weeks ago. Why hasn’t she come? He turned away from
the altar, and settled himself on his knees on the floor before
the hearth.
“Bring her, Settano,” he murmured as he lit the
candle he’d placed there, at the southernmost point
of the room. “My love for her burns steady as this candle.
Bring her now. Kindle her heart with love for me, and I will
tend that flame forever. I swear it.”
He had spent most of the last two weeks preparing for this
spell. He had chosen peach for the candle—color and
scent—for peach was the fruit of eternity. He had encased
it in a thick coating of white sugar scented with rose water,
to symbolize the sweetness and purity of love. He had adorned
it with a string of pearls, and set it upon a bed of dragonfly
wings.
He’d purchased the pearls as a Valentine’s present
for his lady. But she had not arrived, and now they must go
to serve another purpose; they would form a part of the offering
that would accompany the spell he was attempting to weave
tonight.
Where is she now? he wondered as he watched the candle burn.
The pearls and the glistening wings glimmered in its light.
And the scent it gave off, a mixture of roses and peaches
and melting sugar made him want to cry with longing. The smell
reminded him of summer. Of love. Of completion. Of her. Of
everything he’d been waiting for and dreaming of for
so long.
How much longer must I wait? It was way past time and he
was lonely. He was almost forty years old. True, it had been
his own decision to put off any thought of marriage or a family
until now. Until this winery, his grandfather’s unwilling
legacy, was finally in his possession. It was his now. All
of it. Everything his grandfather had tried to keep from him.
His inheritance, his home, his name, his pride.
He glanced around the room, and felt satisfaction unfurl
within him. This had once been his grandfather’s study.
Now it was his. In truth, he had made very few changes to
the room. The crystal chandelier that hung from the ceiling
had been here as long as the house had stood. It shed a soft
glow upon bright Oriental carpets Adam remembered from his
childhood. The thick velvet drapes at the French doors were
the same ones his younger self had once hidden behind, to
escape his grandfather’s wrath. His grandfather had
tended to keep them open, day and night, and they had not
been drawn tonight, either. The night pressed into the room
through windows black as obsidian.
Though the changes he had made to it were slight, Adam knew
the old man would never have approved of what he’d done
with the room; and would like even less what he did in it.
And that, perhaps, was the sweetest part of all.
Not that he had chosen it for that reason, of course. He
had picked this room because it fit his purpose. With the
fireplace of glistening white Italian marble on the south
wall, and the balcony on the east, it had been easy to conform
the rest of the room to meet his needs. All it had taken was
the installation of a decorative fountain on the western wall,
and the setting of his altar to the north.
He had almost everything he needed in his life now. Everything
he’d dreamed of having lay just beyond his grasp, waiting
to be claimed. All that was missing was the woman with whom
he would share it.
But not just any woman.
That was the mistake his mother had made--over and over again.
Confusing the heat of the moment with love’s eternal
flame. It was a lesson Adam had learned well as a child.
He had learned many things from his mother and grandfather;
and though he honored the past, he’d vowed a long time
ago that he would not make the same mistakes they had made.
But he’d grown so very tired of waiting. So tonight
he would attempt to force the hand of fate with this spell.
This summoning.
It was a cry from the heart. A call from soul to soul. Come
to me, my beloved, my own. Be here with me now. This is where
you belong. I’m waiting. Come home.
Through the windows, he could hear the wind begin to moan
as the storm which had been threatening all day drew closer.
The night was as impatient as he.
At last the flame guttered and went out. Adam stirred. The
candle had burned away, taking the string that bound the pearls
together with it. Leaving both pearls and wings scattered
upon the hearthstones, coated with sugar and wax. He collected
them, before they had a chance to harden into a solid mass;
and went quickly to the French doors that opened onto the
stone balcony.
Wind and bitter rain assaulted him as, naked, he stepped
into the storm. The cold stones bit at his feet, but he was
too intent on his mission to pay the discomfort any mind.
He had been cold for most of his life, he would not know real
warmth until she brought it to him—like Persephone,
bringing sunlight to Hades.
The wind rushed at his back as he stood at the edge of the
small terrace and began to scatter his offering into the storm.
“Alpeno! Meana!” he called into the wind. “O,
you Spirits of Air and Sea, by these, your tokens, I charge
thee: Bring her to me!”
Thunder pealed in the distance. The rain fell harder. As
the bits and pieces of his offering flew from his fingers
and disappeared into the night he felt as though a tunnel
had opened in the sky above—a swirling cloud of energy,
a portal into eternity--it reached downward to engulf him.
He lifted his arms beseechingly. “Come to me, my darling,”
he whispered into the maelstrom. “Tesoro—my treasure—hurry!
I’m waiting. I need you.”
As the last of the pearls left his hands he heard a sound
from far in the distance—like the howling of wolves
on the hunt. Was it the throbbing of a car’s engine
out on the highway that led to the coast, that he was hearing?
Or was it just imagination?
And the whispered words that seemed to hover in the air around
him--were they imaginary, as well?
“Beloved, I will come. I will come to you.”
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