Arilia

  transgender, lesbian, free use

  [colpse]

  Chapter 2.4: ?? Laissez-faire

  When Lily returned home half an hour ter, I somehow hadn’t died of shame. I expined what happened, how our new roommate caught me masturbating. I didn’t want my girlfriend to think I was concealing events like that from her.

  “I’m sorry!” I rushed out. “I’ll be more careful.”

  Lily was completely silent, just looking at me a while. Right when I started getting worried, she said calmly, “Why should you be?”

  I blinked. “Huh?”

  She gazed into my eyes with a faint smile on her cheeks. “Well, do you want it to happen again?”

  I felt bewildered.

  And why was she smiling?

  “Navalea,” she said in a huff. “I know you struggle with social cues, but c’mon! If we were at one of your sex parties, and some girl in a maid outfit came up to you, fshed her pussy, and said ‘let her know’ if you needed help with anything, what would you do?”

  “But… she…”

  I froze.

  Oh.

  “There you go,” she giggled with a gentle smile. My girlfriend took my hands in hers, stroking the palms reassuringly and looking into my eyes. “I know this can be difficult for you sometimes, so I’ll keep it simple. We’re not exclusive. If a pretty girl’s trying to seduce you, don’t hold back on my account.”

  “But she’s… she’s our…”

  “Servant?” She shook her head. “Cmon, Nav. You made it pretty clear we're not her boss. If you think of her that way, that’s on you, and something you should work on. She’s just a friend doing a job like all the rest of us, as an equal in our community.”

  “Oh.” Now I felt embarrassed in an entirely different way. “Yeah, I had been thinking of Ceana as a… yeah.”

  “It’s hard to set your preconceptions aside,” Lily reassured me and lovingly caressed my check. “Especially when she wears that hot maid uniform and calls you Miss.”

  “Oh, stop it!” I ughed and shoved her pyfully.

  “Make me.”

  I grinned and pounced her.

  An hour ter, we were spent and satisfied, snuggling in each other’s arms.

  ~~~~~

  I took Ceana aside that evening for a private conversation while the others were out. I wanted to make sure I hadn’t tremendously misunderstood things.

  Our youthful new friend was wearing a cute sundress that paired wonderfully with her red hair. It was one of Kira’s. My best friend hadn’t worn it in a while, and she and Ceana were the same size. A nice gift.

  “Hey there,” I started. “About earlier… I’m sorry I forgot to move my, um, toy out of the way.”

  “It’s okay!” she said in a chipper voice. “Nothing I haven’t seen before.”

  “Even so, I didn’t want to give you the wrong idea.”

  “Eh, that’d be a weird way to seduce me,” she giggled and gave me a wide smile. “Besides, it’s okay if you wanted to.”

  I blinked. It took a moment for that to sink in. “It… would be okay?”

  “Well I mean yeah, you’re hot,” she responded with a casual shrug. “And I know you and Lily are open. I wouldn’t mind.”

  “I’m not really looking for another girlfriend right now, though,” I responded gently, not wanting to hurt her feelings. “I’m focused on Lily.”

  “That’s okay, I’m not either. Nothing serious, at least,” she said with another bright grin. “But hey, girls have needs, and I don’t find myself… umm, attracted to many people here. I’m just not, you know, ready for a steady retionship. I've been through a lot tely, and need to work on myself first.”

  She paused a moment, then blushed a little. It highlighted her freckles beautifully. “I just want you to know that you… um… you don’t need to use the toy. I can… be that, for you.”

  I'm embarrassed to say I just stared at her, trying to process that.

  “If you want!”

  “Oh, yeah!” I staggered out the words. “That could be fun!”

  “Cool.” She nodded confidently.

  “Yeah. Cool.”

  I felt a hot flush on my cheeks. I’d explored a lot of different kinds of retionships, but never anything quite like this, with her living with me. It did seem exciting, just a little… scary? I didn’t want to damage her confidence, though. I tried to stay supportive.

  “When would you, like to… um…”

  “Any time really,” the young woman said with another smile that banished her bashfulness. “Whenever you want. You don’t have to ask.”

  “Oh. Okay.”

  “Yeah. I’m looking for something, umm, casual. Spontaneous!” She waved a hand in the air.

  “I’ll… keep that in mind,” I said awkwardly as my thoughts swirled, hearing footsteps approaching our cabin. “Thank you for telling me.”

  “No problem!”

  Then Lily and Kira came in through the door, pausing our conversation. Ceana hopped up joyfully to give them both big, bouncy hugs.

  She’s so… happy about it all!

  No big deal, I guess? Just casual sex. You’ve done that before, right?

  Right.

  ~~~~~

  My moods vary from day to day. The next day I was feeling somewhat feminine, so I put on a skirt and halter top after coming out of the shower.

  Lily pounced me and dragged me back to bed, where we snuggled and she teased my body all morning. Then around the time when Ceana heads to our cabin during her rounds, Lily left with a grin, and the transparent excuse of “hanging out with Julien.”

  Leaving me alone in my thoughts.

  I wasn’t even sure yet if I’d follow through on Ceana’s request. I was certainly attracted to her, and didn’t want to make her feel unwanted, and yet…

  ‘Stop being so in your head about it.’ Kira’s words came back to me. I had talked it over with her and Julien too, since we all shared the same cabin. I didn’t want to cause any drama for our group. ‘You want it. She wants it. Just do it, silly.’

  Best friends can be so blunt sometimes.

  Even so, it was weird for me to be so casual, skipping forepy, not even getting to know someone before just… you know. Getting right to it.

  Except at parties. Things felt different there, somehow. Everyone was anonymous, often complete strangers, in an environment where casual sex was accepted. Encouraged, even.

  It felt totally different to try something like that in my own home, with someone I’d met just a few days ago, someone I was living with, but still didn’t really know anything about. I didn’t know what kind of shows, movies, or games she liked (not that most of those mattered anymore). It was an unfamiliar middle ground between strangers and lovers.

  I was still sitting at the table stewing in my anxiety when I heard the knock on the door.

  I took a slow, deep breath, and let it out again.

  “Come on in.”

  “Hello again, Miss!” Ceana cheerfully bounced into the room and rolled the cleaning cart in, then started going about her normal routine. She didn’t acknowledge my presence any more than usual.

  No pressure. She gave me an out, in case I changed my mind. I appreciated that.

  I built up my courage, then stood from the table and walked up behind her, my heart thudding in my bosom.

  Ceana purred as I slipped my arms around her waist. I started kissing along her neck, and she moaned a little, then said, “It’s okay, Miss. You don’t have to do that.”

  Then the pretty redhead bent over my bed. She lifted her housekeeping uniform up around her waist, revealing a cute, skinny butt, and pale thighs.

  She reached back with her pale hands, and spread herself a little, casually showing off the sparse orange fuzzy hair barely concealing her pink pussy lips. Like she had for many days now. Only this time, she was visibly glistening. I hadn’t been the only one thinking about what might happen.

  “Please Miss,” she said in a quiet voice. “I want it.”

  I pushed my panties down around my knees, and lifted my skirt.

  …I was still soft from anxiety.

  She gnced over her shoulder and smiled reassuringly. “I can help,” she said and turned around, dropping down to her knees.

  “Th..thank you,” I stammered out.

  “Of course,” she said in a calm voice while grinning up to me with wide eyes. Then she parted those soft pink lips, and slipped her mouth around my rexed shaft.

  She took the entire thing into her mouth and moaned quietly. Her tongue licked up along the underside, then swirled around the tip. Gazing down into her pretty green eyes, I felt my body finally reacting, starting to slowly grow inside her warm, wet mouth. I lifted my hands to my breasts and rolled the nipples between my fingers.

  Then she did something new.

  I was so often in control, so focused on others, that I rarely had this kind of attention from anyone. Especially after growing a cock, when people were usually drawn to the more… dramatic addition to my body.

  Ceana slipped a hand up along my thigh, under my cock, and brushed her fingertips across my soft pussy. She caressed my folds while licking and sucking on my shaft, then slipped a finger up into my sex.

  I gasped as she pushed inside. I felt her curl the finger inside me, rubbing against the sensitive spot within. She slowly massaged me, inside and out, while I squirmed under her touch. I quickly stiffened up inside her mouth.

  Then, moments after I was fully hard and my pussy was dripping, she pulled away.

  “There you go, Miss,” she said in a happy voice while taking a condom out of her pocket and rolling it onto my hardon. Her tone was so smooth, almost professional. I felt a silly feeling like I’d called a customer service line or something. “I’m gd I could assist you,” she added with a warm smile, adding to the blurry thoughts in my head.

  Then the cute redhead turned around and leaned over the bed again, revealing herself to me.

  She kept a hand on my cock and lined it up with her soft, fuzzy pussy. I rested my palms on her butt, and pushed forward slowly. My mouth opened slightly, breathing heavily, as I squeezed into her tight young body.

  Ceana bit her lower lip and twitched a little. Then she suppressed a whimper. I tried to go slow. She was incredibly tight, and I’m guessing it hurt. She grabbed one of my hands and squeezed it. “Please Miss,” she said in a hoarse voice. “All the way in. I can take it.”

  I gradually pushed deeper until I bottomed out inside her. She groaned and started rolling her hips, gently humping my cock.

  “Is my pussy better than the toy?” she asked quietly.

  “So much better!” I responded with a shaky, breathless voice. She purred in delight. I began meeting her thrusts with my own, smacking my hips against her ass in rhythmic, slow pumps.

  I bit my lower lip and moaned. I’d been worked up all day from Lily’s earlier teasing. On top of that, these feelings were new to me, having my cock and pussy stimuted by someone at the same time, then fucking her so casually.

  “Please don’t hold back, Miss,” she said and turned to look back at me, fshing a smile with her pretty, freckled cheeks.

  What I felt next was incredibly different from other orgasms I’d experienced. I didn’t even realize I was climaxing until it happened. My body didn’t shake and shudder for ten minutes like usual. I just felt a brief fsh of pleasure, then quickly squirted out cum in short bursts inside her body. I felt a little stunned at how casual it was… matter-of-fact, even.

  Ceana purred and pushed back against me, shoving my girl cock all the way inside her. She rubbed her ass against my hips a moment, then pulled free once she felt I was done.

  “Thank you, Miss,” she said with a polite smile as she pulled her dress back down, turned around, and casually disposed of the condom. “Can I help you get dressed?”

  “No, that’s okay,” I said hoarsely and shook my head, tugging my panties back up under my skirt.

  “Allright,” she grinned in a bubbly voice. “Let me know if you need anything else!” She leaned over the bed again, humming faintly as she went right back to tidying up the sheets.

  I walked back over to the table with somewhat shaking legs. Sitting down, hands trembling, I tried to continue reading my book. My brain was struggling to process what had just happened. I’d just walked up to a girl I liked, fucked her, and walked away.

  She wants me to use her instead of toys…

  Is she my… free-use… fucktoy?

  I kept those thoughts to myself. As fun as it was, she's still a friend and roommate! I wanted to treat her with respect.

  Especially while using her pussy like a fleshlight.

  The filthy thought fshed through my mind, and I shook it away. She's a friend. It's just casual sex.

  No big deal, right?

  Ceana hummed happily as she went about the rest of her duties in the cabin. She moved a little sluggishly. My sudden entry and size would probably make her sore for her the rest of the day, but it didn’t seem to bother her.

  Then she moved towards the door, picked up her panties from the cart, and tugged them back on like it was just another part of her routine. She turned and fshed me a blissful smile as she pushed the cart back out. “Have a good day!”

  “You too!” I said habitually, still feeling lightheaded.

  With that and a quick, friendly wave from Ceana, she was gone.

  I walked over to my bed and colpsed onto the mattress, ying on my back, staring at the ceiling. My lips parted slightly, still breathing a little heavily, as my mind and heart raced through the possiblities of what I could explore with her in the days ahead.