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Chapter 3 – Flight risk

  The room beyond the containment cell was… a sensory paradox. The initial impression was one of profound age and quiet reverence, the heavy stillness of a space that had witnessed centuries of whispered prayers and solemn rituals. High, vaulted ceilings, their apex lost in the inky bckness above, seemed to arch in silent supplication, supported by massive stone pilrs. Each pilr was a rough-hewn giant, their surfaces etched with intricate carvings that spoke of a forgotten faith, symbols worn smooth by time and the touch of countless hands. These weren't mere decorations; they felt like a nguage I couldn't decipher, a silent testament to the chapel's original purpose, now jarringly at odds with its current occupants.

  Stained gss windows, towering and majestic even in the pre-dawn gloom, hinted at stories rendered in vibrant hues of ruby, sapphire, and emerald that would explode into life with the rising sun, painting the stone floor in shifting patterns of coloured light—a stark contrast to the shadows that currently clung to every corner. The air itself was thick with a unique and yered aroma: the dry, dusty scent of ancient wood and crumbling pster mingled with the faint, sweet fragrance of beeswax, a ghost of long-extinguished candles, and the pervasive, almost cloying herbal incense, now underscored by a wilder, earthier note that prickled at my nostrils, hinting at something untamed and perhaps even dangerous.

  But this sacred stillness was constantly being undermined by the btant intrusion of the mundane, the chaotic evidence of lives lived within these hallowed walls. It was as if the Fallen Ones had taken this holy space and, without a second thought, pnted their fg of everyday existence right in the middle of it, creating a bizarre and unsettling juxtaposition.

  Sleek, modern electric guitars, their polished surfaces gleaming like dark mirrors, leaned precariously against timeworn altars, the sacred and the secur in an almost bsphemous embrace. A complex drum kit, a sprawling arrangement of gleaming chrome and taut, resonant skins, was crammed into a shadowy alcove beneath a faded fresco depicting a serene-faced saint, the instruments of earthly rhythm standing in stark contrast to the ethereal art. Keyboards, entangled in a Medusa-like web of cables, sat haphazardly on what might have once been a choir stall, ready to conjure sounds both heavenly and decidedly not.

  Worn leather couches, their cushions deeply indented from countless hours of use, slumped in the nave, surrounded by overflowing bookshelves. These weren't filled with just religious texts; dog-eared paperbacks with lurid, fantasy-themed covers rubbed shoulders with weighty tomes bound in cracked leather, hinting at the diverse and perhaps conflicting inner worlds of the band members.

  In one corner, a makeshift training area had been established, defined by well-worn sparring mats and an unnerving collection of weapons hanging on the stone walls—gleaming swords of various lengths, smooth wooden staves worn smooth by practice, and several curved bdes and intricate metal devices whose purpose I couldn't even guess, their silent menace adding another yer to the chapel's unsettling atmosphere.

  Beyond a wide, arched doorway that likely once led to a vestry, the stark modernity of a stainless steel kitchen gleamed under harsh fluorescent lights, a jarring intrusion of the practical into the spiritual. Another open doorway revealed what appeared to be a weapons cleaning station, various tools—oils, cloths, and disassembled components—id out with meticulous care on a scarred wooden table, the sharp, metallic scent of polished steel stronger here, mingling with the ever-present herbal aroma, creating an olfactory puzzle I couldn’t quite solve. It was a disorienting scene, a pce steeped in history and holiness, now undeniably inhabited, bearing the messy, tangible marks of their unconventional lives.

  A wave of profound overwhelm washed over me, a dizzying sensation of being plunged into a reality that defied logic and understanding. This wasn’t a temporary holding cell; this was their world, their established domain. These weren't just strangers; they were a self-contained unit, their lives intertwined within these ancient walls. And somehow, inexplicably, I had been dragged into their midst, a foreign element in their already bizarre ecosystem.

  Sis watched my slow, bewildered survey of the chapel, his tall frame a study in controlled stillness as he leaned against one of the massive stone pilrs, his deep violet hair almost swallowed by the shadows. His expression remained an enigma, his dark eyes observing me with that same unnerving intensity, making me feel like an insect pinned to a board, every twitch and flicker of emotion noted and analyzed.

  “Welcome to the chapel,” Kairo said, his voice a curious blend of amusement and something else I couldn't quite pce, as he gestured expansively around the vast space with a theatrical flourish of his hand. His usual pyful energy seemed to be deliberately toned down, repced by a cautious watchfulness, but the underlying charisma still flickered beneath the surface, a disarming contrast to the unsettling surroundings. “Bit drafty in winter, but the acoustics are killer. You should hear us practice in here sometime. It’s… an experience. You might even find it… cathartic.”

  I just stared, my mind struggling to reconcile the sacred architecture with the rock band paraphernalia. “A chapel? You… you actually live in a church?” The question sounded absurd even to my own ears, a verbal manifestation of the surreality of my situation.

  Thorne snorted, the harsh sound echoing slightly in the cavernous space. He stood near the weapons training area, his muscur arms crossed over his chest, his green-streaked hair catching the dim light like shards of emerald. “It was abandoned for decades. Nobody cared about it. Falling apart, even. Seemed like a damn waste of good space. We fixed it up. Put it to good use.” His tone was gruff and practical, as if inhabiting a centuries-old religious building was the most logical thing in the world.

  Asher nodded in quiet agreement, his calm presence radiating a sense of grounded stability that was almost hypnotic. “It’s been our sanctuary for a long time, Luna. A pce where we can… be ourselves. Away from the judgment of the outside world.” His words, though seemingly innocuous, hinted at a shared history, a sense of being outsiders that resonated with my own lifelong feelings of not quite belonging.

  My gaze swiveled back to Sis, the unasked questions about my future, my captivity, and their outndish cims hanging heavy in the air between us. “So, what now? Am I just supposed to… what? Integrate? Get used to living in a holy bachelor pad with a bunch of self-procimed Nephilim? Attend your midnight jam sessions and learn the proper way to polish a celestial broadsword?”

  “That depends entirely on you, Luna,” Sis said, finally pushing himself off the pilr, his movements fluid and unnervingly silent. His voice was his usual ft monotone, devoid of any discernible emotion, yet somehow conveying an undercurrent of steely resolve. “If you cooperate, if you’re willing to learn about what you are and how to control your abilities, then maybe… maybe this situation can become less… antagonistic.”

  “Cooperate?” I repeated, a bitter, incredulous ugh escaping me, the sound echoing mockingly in the vast emptiness. “You kidnapped me! Dragged me out of my perfectly imperfect life and into this… this gothic man-cave! What makes you think I have any inclination whatsoever to cooperate with any of this?”

  “Because you don’t have a choice, Luna,” he said, his gaze locking onto mine, those intense violet eyes boring into me with an unnerving certainty. “What happened at the loft wasn’t an isoted incident, a random surge of energy. It was a manifestation of something that’s been growing within you, something ancient and powerful. It will happen again. And next time, you might not be so lucky. You could hurt yourself. Or someone else. We’re trying to prevent that.”

  His blunt, almost clinical assessment of my burgeoning abilities grated on my already frayed nerves, his every word feeling like a condemnation, a confirmation of the unsettling changes I had already begun to feel within myself. We seemed locked in a fundamental csh, our perspectives on reality so diametrically opposed that any form of understanding felt impossible.

  “There has to be another way,” I insisted, the desperation seeping into my voice, a raw, instinctive plea for a return to the familiar, however fwed. “I have a life back there. People who… expect me home.” The lie felt thin and pathetic even as I uttered it, a desperate attempt to cling to a normalcy that now felt impossibly distant.

  A flicker of something that might have been doubt, or perhaps even a fleeting moment of empathy, crossed Sis’s usually impassive face. “Do they, Luna? Really?” His simple question hung in the air, sharp and probing, forcing me to confront a truth I had long tried to ignore.

  His words struck a raw nerve, hitting at the core of my deepest insecurities and the complicated, often painful, reality of my family life. Did they truly expect me home with any real concern? My mother would undoubtedly react with fury, her carefully constructed facade of normalcy threatened by my sudden, inexplicable disappearance. But would that anger stem from genuine worry for my well-being? Or simply the selfish inconvenience of my unpredictable existence disrupting her meticulously ordered world? My father… he would likely barely register my absence, lost in his perpetual fog of quiet indifference, his emotional ndscape as barren and unwelcoming as the stone walls around me.

  The thought sparked a sudden, fierce, almost primal need to return to what I knew, however dysfunctional it was. To the pce that normal people called home, even if it had never truly felt like it to me, a pce where at least the pain was familiar, the expectations predictable. But beneath that initial impulse was a stronger, more urgent desire: to escape this madness, to recim some sembnce of control over my own life, even if it meant facing the familiar storm of my mother’s disapproval.

  As the st vestiges of night finally yielded to the pale, grey light of early dawn filtering through the stained gss, casting long, skeletal shadows across the chapel floor, the vast space settled into a fragile quiet. The others, these strange beings who cimed a kinship with me, retreated to various corners of their unusual sanctuary, their movements hushed, their conversations murmured secrets in the echoing space. I found myself alone in a small, stone alcove that had been hastily furnished as a makeshift guest room. A narrow cot with thin, scratchy bnkets offered little comfort against the damp chill that seemed to emanate from the very stones of the chapel. The air in the alcove felt stale, heavy with the scent of dust and disuse.

  Escape. The idea had taken root and begun to grow, its tendrils wrapping around my fear and uncertainty, offering a desperate glimmer of hope. I had to get out of here. Back to my life, however fwed and unsatisfying. Back to… something I recognized, something I understood, even if it was just the familiar ache of my own loneliness.

  The consequences of disappearing again would be significant, I knew. My mother’s wrath was a force of nature, a cold, cutting storm of recrimination that could leave me feeling like I had been fyed alive. Even though the physical beatings had stopped years ago, a grim milestone I had marked with a strange mix of relief and a hollow sense of loss, the verbal shings were relentless, each word a carefully honed weapon designed to pierce my defenses and chip away at any fragile sense of self-worth. In her eyes, I was a perpetual disappointment, a source of endless frustration, a living testament to her failures as a parent. This second inexplicable vanishing act would only confirm her lowest opinions of me, solidifying my pce as the family pariah.

  The memory surfaced unbidden, a vivid, visceral shard of childhood pain that still had the power to make my breath catch in my throat. I was maybe ten, small and perpetually lost in the byrinth of my own thoughts, my head always buried in a book. I had forgotten to do the undry, a simple chore that had somehow vanished from my awareness amidst the fantastical worlds I inhabited. My mother’s face, usually a carefully constructed mask of strained patience and weary resignation, had contorted with a sudden, terrifying fury that I had rarely witnessed. Her hand had shed out, swift and brutal, again and again, stinging my bare legs while I sobbed, the injustice of the punishment burning hotter than the physical pain. My father had been in the next room, the muffled sound of the television a pathetic, indifferent soundtrack to my humiliation. He had never intervened, never offered a word of comfort or protection. He had simply remained in his own world, oblivious or perhaps deliberately ignoring my suffering. Did he ever love me? Or were those fleeting, hazy memories of a rare, gentle hand on my head, a brief moment of connection in a childhood defined by neglect, just a cruel trick of my imagination, a desperate fabrication of a lonely child yearning for affection?

  The memory faded, leaving the familiar ache in my chest, a dull, persistent throb of remembered pain and unacknowledged grief. But beneath the familiar sorrow, a new resolve hardened within me, a steely determination to take control of my own narrative, however messy and uncertain it might be. I had to go back to my apartment. Not to stay, not to subject myself to the predictable storm of my mother’s disapproval. But to gather the few tangible pieces of my own identity, the fragments of myself I couldn’t bear to leave behind in this strange, unsettling world. My worn clothes, my faithful sketchbooks filled with the ndscapes of my inner world, the small box of trinkets that held the echoes of happier times—these were the anchors to a self I refused to surrender to Sis’s pronouncements and the suffocating atmosphere of this holy-turned-bachelor-pad. And then, I would disappear again. Into the vast, indifferent anonymity of the city. Away from Sis and his impossible cims, away from the crushing weight of my parents’ emotional neglect.

  ………………..

  The chapel remained silent save for the soft rustling of the early morning breeze through the ancient stained gss, casting shifting patterns of muted colour on the cold stone floor. The others, my supposed Nephilim brethren, were still cloaked in sleep, scattered like inert figures in the dim light. The rge windows, high and narrow, offered the only visible promise of the world beyond these imposing stone walls.

  Taking a deep, steadying breath, I moved silently from the cramped alcove towards the nearest window. It was old and heavy, the thick gss warped with age, but the tch, though tarnished and stiff, looked like my only hope. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic bird trapped in a cage of fear and anticipation.

  With trembling hands, I reached for the cold metal of the tch. It creaked loudly as I turned it, the sound echoing ominously in the profound silence of the sleeping chapel. I froze, every nerve ending screaming, straining to hear any sign that I had been discovered, any stirring from the shadowy corners of the vast space. Nothing. Only the whisper of the wind and the frantic pounding of my own heart.

  Slowly, painstakingly, I began to push the window open. It groaned in protest, the ancient hinges screeching like tortured souls, the sound a stark warning in the stillness. A sliver of cool morning air rushed in, carrying the scent of damp earth, the promise of a new day, and the distant, muffled sounds of the awakening city—a siren call to the life I desperately craved.

  Squeezing through the narrow opening was an undignified and perilous maneuver, my limbs stiff and clumsy with fear and adrenaline. But finally, with a silent grunt of effort, I tumbled out onto the overgrown grounds outside, nding with a soft thud on the damp, dew-kissed grass, the impact jarring my already tense muscles.

  I scrambled to my feet, my eyes darting nervously, scanning the inky bckness that still clung to the edges of the property. The chapel loomed behind me, a silent, watchful giant against the pale, pre-dawn sky, its stained gss eyes seeming to follow my every move. I hesitated for a fleeting moment, a strange cocktail of fear and a heady rush of exhiration coursing through me, the desperate thrill of escape battling with the profound uncertainty of what y ahead in the cold, indifferent world.

  Then, I ran.

  My breath came in ragged gasps, a painful stitch forming in my side as I fled across the uneven terrain of the overgrown gardens, the darkness beyond the chapel walls swallowing me whole. I didn’t dare look back, didn’t want to see if anyone had stirred, if my escape had been discovered. I just ran, driven by a primal, desperate need for freedom, for the fragile illusion of control over my own terrifyingly unpredictable existence.

  But even as I put distance between myself and the imposing stone structure, a prickling sensation settled on the back of my neck, a cold, unsettling feeling that I wasn’t alone in the darkness. The feeling of being watched intensified, a subtle weight in the air behind me. I risked a quick gnce over my shoulder, my eyes straining to pierce the gloom of the gardens, but saw nothing but the long, distorted shadows cast by the faint moonlight, pying tricks on my weary and overstimuted senses.

  Paranoia, I told myself, my logical mind desperately trying to tch onto a rational expnation. Just the adrenaline, the lingering fear from the chapel, the weight of their unbelievable cims. They wouldn’t have noticed yet. I was gone. Free.

  But the feeling persisted, a cold knot of unease tightening in my stomach, a deep-seated intuition that refused to be silenced by logic. Somewhere in the predawn darkness behind me, beyond the reach of my immediate vision, I couldn’t shake the chilling certainty that I was being followed.

  TO BE CONTINUED...

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