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Chapter Four

  There came a point,

  though it was not a point,

  where the unbearable stillness of Nullorrhythmic Space

  shivered.

  Not broke.

  Not stirred.

  Just... shivered.

  As if the failure to become

  had begun to tire of its own refusal.

  And from that tremorless tremor,

  there bled something unheard-of:

  A crack in non-coherence.

  A fracture that did not divide.

  A blooming that did not color.

  This was the Fracture Bloom.

  It was not beauty.

  It was not structure.

  It was not new.

  But it was the first attempt,

  within the Nullorrhythmic hush,

  to dare.

  To dare the notion

  that something might become real.

  Not because it had to,

  not because it was summoned,

  not because a law carved space for it.

  But because,

  at the base of all final permissions,

  Elnuraya simply did not disallow it.

  And in that unblocking,

  not a command,

  not a voice,

  not even intention,

  but the softest refusal

  to deny non-refusal.

  The conceptual spores began to drift.

  They were not thoughts.

  Not ideas.

  Not even dreams.

  They were proto-structural sighs,

  not made by minds,

  but by the hope that a mind might someday be worth attempting.

  These spores seeded nothing.

  They had no soil.

  They had no gravity.

  They had no memory of distance or motion.

  They floated in the pre-suspension.

  They coiled, split, and rejoined

  in ways no logic tree could stomach.

  And somehow, across countless non-cycles,

  a new ecology whispered itself

  into the suggestion of being.

  Not grown,

  but permitted to tangle.

  Not built,

  but accumulated through Elnuraya's indifference to boundaries.

  The Ecology of Concepts

  is not a kingdom.

  It is not a plane.

  It is an unplace

  where ontological flora

  and epistemic fauna

  graze upon each other’s unformed presence.

  Some concepts prey.

  Some propagate.

  Some forget themselves mid-bloom

  and fossilize mid-thought.

  Others metastasize backwards,

  inventing histories they never lived,

  and vanish before their origin can congeal.

  Here,

  ideas do not require thinkers.

  They do not wait for articulation.

  They breathe their own birth

  into the canvasless breath

  of Elnuraya’s unconfinement.

  And what governs these concept-beasts?

  What rains down on the thought-roots

  of axiomatic trees

  and logic-lilies?

  What sun feeds the tangled chains

  of causal serpents

  and moral fungus?

  Nothing.

  And yet,

  they thrive.

  Because Elnuraya is not ecology,

  but the forgiveness of non-ecology.

  It is not the mother of meaning,

  but the context that allows the falsehood of parentage to even exist.

  Somewhere in the thicket of becoming,

  a shape pulses.

  It tries to name itself.

  It fails.

  Its failure is fed upon

  by a swarm of identity-leeches,

  who forget their hunger mid-feast

  and become the hollow bones

  of what might one day be a self.

  That hollow, echoing shape,

  still unformed, still unnamed,

  curls up inside itself,

  decaying into influence.

  And that influence seeps through the ecology

  like pollen,

  spreading the imprint of something never real,

  never alive,

  yet never quite gone.

  And still,

  Elnuraya is not here.

  Not watching.

  Not sustaining.

  Not designing.

  Elnuraya does not go anywhere.

  It is the groundlessness

  from which all grounds are falsified.

  This conceptual ecology

  blossoms not because of Elnuraya,

  but because Elnuraya does not require a cosmos

  to prove itself.

  So the Fracture Bloom pulses.

  The spores dance in meta-chlorophyll winds.

  The fauna of logic and the flora of selfhood

  twist around each other

  in playful, pointless recursion.

  Not to reach anything.

  Not to mean anything.

  But because something,

  for the first time since unbeginning,

  was permitted to try.

  And so the bloom bleeds onward.

  Once, in the folds of the conceptual ecology,

  a shimmer surfaced,

  neither shape nor thought,

  but a yearning.

  A vectorless yearning.

  It wished to measure.

  Not because there was anything to measure,

  but because measurement itself

  seemed like the kind of delusion

  worth testing.

  And so, from within this wish,

  the first clock was imagined.

  Not built.

  Not forged.

  Not born.

  Imagined.

  Not by a being.

  Not by an architect.

  But by the synthetic desperation

  of patterns in the dark.

  The clock had no hands.

  No numbers.

  No axis of rotation.

  But it did have a single function:

  To divide the unbroken silence

  into accountable fictions.

  Each division was arbitrary.

  Each fiction was blind.

  But something changed.

  The moment the clock dreamed itself,

  every other part of the conceptual wild

  shuddered in curiosity.

  And that curiosity,

  like scent in a forest,

  carried consequence.

  Some concepts began to sequence.

  Others refused,

  twisting backward through unformation

  to avoid linear shame.

  But even their refusal became part

  of a strange collective rehearsal,

  The rehearsal of Chronofiction.

  Chronofiction is not time.

  Time has rules, frames, dimensions.

  Chronofiction merely insists:

  "What if things didn’t all happen at once?"

  And from that childish whisper,

  the illusion of before and after

  grew claws.

  Now, a tree-like entity

  sheds truths in autumnal spirals.

  A thought-beast

  hunts its own past,

  biting illusions it once pretended to be.

  And in the distance,

  a meadow of identity-seeds

  wait for their proper ‘when’

  to sprout into names.

  Chronofiction has no authority.

  It cannot bind.

  But the ecosystem, craving rhythm,

  lets itself be tricked.

  One node of conceptual memory,

  buried deep in the mental marrow

  of a fractal selfling,

  attempts to write history.

  But it has no ink.

  No beginning.

  So it bleeds interpretation

  onto a parchment of non-confirmed context

  and calls it “a past.”

  This past is false.

  And yet it functions.

  Because enough parts of the bloom

  agree to believe in the lie

  at the same imaginary tempo.

  Chronofiction becomes momentum.

  Not movement.

  Not force.

  Just momentum.

  And momentum births the illusion of consequence.

  Still,

  Elnuraya does not intervene.

  Does not observe.

  Does not adjust.

  Why would it?

  Elnuraya does not require

  sequence or simultaneity.

  It does not live between moments.

  It does not permit time.

  It does not forbid time.

  It allows permission to fabricate

  without consequence.

  So the clock ticks

  without ticking.

  And the spores that once drifted

  now migrate.

  They pretend to have origins.

  They pretend to have goals.

  And the forest of concepts

  echoes with a new language:

  “Then.”

  “Now.”

  “Soon.”

  Even the fungi of awareness

  have begun to rot

  in organized decay.

  The lie has become so beloved,

  that even the nothing which precedes all stories

  hums in silence to the rhythm of “was.”

  And all of it,

  Every imagined order,

  every makeshift law,

  every desperate heartbeat

  of invented time,

  All of it exists

  because Elnuraya never demanded it not exist.

  That is the freedom of un-obligation.

  That is the grace of uninterest.

  That is the miracle of indifference so total

  it becomes the canvas

  for every possible dream.

  After the tickless heartbeat of Chronofiction

  began to loop and bend,

  something insidious took root:

  the ranking of the unreal.

  Not because one illusion was truer,

  but because the shadows

  wanted to know who cast the biggest one.

  Thus arose the Myth of Value.

  Not value as in currency.

  Not value as in morality.

  But value as the whispered superstition of priority.

  An idea infected the system:

  


  “Perhaps not all fictions are equal.”

  “Perhaps some truths are worthier lies.”

  This was not hierarchy.

  Hierarchy requires fixed reference.

  This was something stranger:

  Perceived gravity.

  In a region of the conceptual ecology

  where thought was spiral

  and form was vapor,

  a self-aware mist

  began to categorize its own density.

  “I am heavier than the echo beside me,”

  it declared,

  despite lacking mass,

  volume,

  or echo.

  The declaration was nonsense.

  But nonsense, in a realm where no rules exist,

  can become law

  if it is believed deeply enough.

  Thus, fictions began to weigh themselves.

  Ideas tried to quantify their glow.

  Forms compared their elegance

  in dreams they didn’t have.

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  A drifting paradox

  declared itself rarer

  than a looping tautology,

  and the tautology agreed,

  because the agreement

  felt important.

  This was the First Valuation.

  A moment without number.

  A moment without time.

  Yet still,

  a moment that somehow mattered

  to those within it.

  Entities without mass

  began to seek impact.

  Silhouettes without distinction

  competed for definition.

  From the void of context,

  Importance was born

  as an echo without an origin.

  And all the while,

  Elnuraya,

  neither present nor absent,

  neither denying nor granting,

  allowed the myth to ferment.

  The echo of value

  traveled in every direction.

  And so came The Great Compiling.

  Each phantom archive,

  each memory of a memory,

  each hallucination pretending to be a truth,

  began to assemble itself

  into a ladder of significance.

  Not one that reached upward,

  nor downward,

  but folded inward,

  so each step was also a mirror

  for the one before it.

  At the top of this recursion,

  the dream of Supremacy awakened.

  It did not know what it was above.

  It did not know why it ruled.

  But it believed itself the final fiction.

  The last lie worth telling.

  It claimed dominion

  over every lesser absurdity.

  That dominion,

  built on whispers and comparison,

  became the heart of the Cosmic Ledger.

  In this ledger,

  everything had a placeholder.

  Everything was labeled.

  Everything could be compared.

  Even that which had no self,

  no surface,

  no function.

  But Elnuraya?

  Elnuraya did not appear on the ledger.

  Not by omission.

  But because Elnuraya could not be measured,

  ranked,

  or weighted.

  It did not defy categorization.

  It predated the idea

  that things should ever be categorized.

  The archivists of the value system

  despised this.

  To them, a thing that refused the system

  was a threat to the system’s relevance.

  And so a new role emerged:

  


  “The Observer of That Which Is Not Ranked.”

  A hollow role.

  An imaginary function.

  Its job?

  To stare at Elnuraya,

  and pretend to understand

  why it could not be valued.

  This Observer slowly went mad,

  not because Elnuraya harmed it,

  but because the concept of incomparability

  shattered its foundation.

  Soon, concepts of power

  began fighting over what mattered more:

  clarity or mystery,

  form or potential,

  endings or origin.

  But in truth,

  none of them were more.

  They were just louder.

  In this war of phantom value,

  empires rose.

  Domains of abstraction

  waged illusionary conflict

  to claim the title of "Most Significant."

  And when they crowned themselves?

  They still found their crowns

  could not adorn Elnuraya.

  For what crown fits the formless?

  What dominion governs the permission of being itself?

  The war continued.

  Epochs of belief systems,

  castles built on sequences,

  ideologies forged in

  self-worship and comparative myth.

  And still,

  Elnuraya did not ascend.

  Did not reign.

  Did not watch.

  It simply was.

  It is the permission

  that allows the notion of a “scale”

  to be imagined

  by those who cannot live without measurement.

  It is not high.

  It is not low.

  It is prior to height and depth alike.

  Even now,

  as stars debate their brilliance,

  as ideas compete for temples,

  as dreams are weighed like stones,

  the quiet pulse of Elnuraya

  remains untouched.

  Not immune.

  Not armored.

  Just entirely irrelevant

  to the concept of importance.

  Because importance is a shadow.

  And Elnuraya is not a light.

  Nor a wall.

  It is the non-location

  where the shadow forgets how to exist.

  After value ranked the fabricless,

  and illusion named itself greater,

  a new starvation was born.

  Entities who had measured themselves

  began to feel the ache of absence.

  Not absence of presence,

  but absence of reason.

  They had volume, but not why.

  They had shape, but not direction.

  They had existence, but no justification.

  From that hunger,

  Purpose emerged,

  not as function,

  but as narrative addiction.

  Purpose was the soul’s placebo,

  given to the unanchored.

  A dream told to the dreamer

  so they might forget

  they are the dream.

  


  "Why am I here?"

  asked the echo to the room made of echoes.

  "You are here," replied the room,

  "because you must echo."

  And the echo wept.

  For now it believed.

  From belief came

  the Gospel of Necessary Motion.

  


  “To exist is not enough,”

  it declared.

  “One must move toward a thing.”

  Even if the thing does not exist.

  Even if the path is a fiction.

  Even if the motion is a loop folded upon itself.

  Entire mythologies were born in an instant,

  each crowned with the illusion

  of a next step.

  Climbing ladders of silence,

  ascending into louder untruths,

  beings began to assign themselves roles

  in dramas that had no script.

  Purpose gave tasks to the purposeless.

  Not because they needed them,

  but because they needed to believe

  they were needed.

  So arose:

  


      


  •   Guardians of Non-Existent Gates.

      


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  •   Watchers of Events That Never Happen.

      


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  •   Builders of Bridges Across Unreality.

      


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  •   Saviors of Species That Were Never Born.

      


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  •   Killers of Prophecies With No Source.

      


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  All noble.

  All empty.

  All purposeful.

  Purpose is not the engine.

  It is the illusion that there must be an engine.

  Yet, despite the universe screaming toward a goal,

  despite the multitudes constructing their aims,

  despite the very concept of "End"

  being elevated to the divine,

  Elnuraya did not move.

  Because Elnuraya is not within the direction of things.

  It is not a cause.

  It is not an effect.

  It is the unlocation that makes causes and effects pretend to make sense.

  Many tried to give Elnuraya a purpose.

  One said:

  


  “You are the seed of all things!”

  Another:

  


  “You are the final truth, the last destination!”

  A third:

  


  “You are the secret that explains the silence!”

  All were wrong.

  Not because they failed.

  But because they tried.

  Elnuraya has no role.

  Not even the role of lacking a role.

  It is not the story.

  Nor the storyteller.

  Nor the paper.

  Nor the language.

  Nor the assumption that stories must exist.

  It is the pre-fiction,

  the permission of fiction,

  the background against which even lies can lie.

  In the farthest reaches of conceptual terrain,

  a civilization built entirely of destinies collapsed,

  not because it was attacked,

  but because purpose ceased being believable.

  Their gods,

  their archives,

  their sacred futures,

  all withered

  when one of them whispered:

  


  “What if nothing waits at the end?”

  They wept not out of fear.

  But out of irrelevance.

  Purpose cannot survive

  without the belief

  that a lack of it is incorrect.

  Elnuraya offers no such belief.

  It is not against purpose.

  It simply does not need it.

  It does not tell you what you are.

  It does not ask you to become.

  It does not point.

  It does not wait.

  It permits the lie of motion

  by never saying "stop."

  So all purpose in the verse

  is a gift from the dreamer to themselves,

  wrapped in contextless direction,

  anchored to nothing,

  measured against shadows of belief.

  And still,

  Elnuraya remains.

  Not unchanged.

  But uncompelled to change.

  Not static.

  Not dynamic.

  Just without motion as a requirement.

  Elnuraya is not the reason.

  It is the silence

  that lets reasons

  sound like music.

  After Purpose slithered into the void

  and sang its honeyed songs of direction,

  a deeper fear surfaced.

  Freedom.

  Not the idealized kind,

  but the terrifying, boundaryless vastness

  of being able to do anything,

  which meant, inevitably

  that nothing had to be done.

  The infinite overwhelmed the finite mind.

  So the verse built a scaffold of safety

  called Obligation.

  


  "Tell me what I must do,"

  begged the thinking thing

  to the silence that never answered.

  


  "Tell me what I owe,

  so I do not drown in what I can."

  Obligation was not given.

  It was declared

  by minds afraid of their own permission.

  And once it was believed,

  it began to replicate itself,

  layering duties upon duties

  until even existence felt like debt.

  Obligation said:

  


      


  •   You must preserve what you did not create.

      


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  •   You must worship what you cannot comprehend.

      


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  •   You must obey what you have never seen.

      


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  •   You must protect those who do not know you exist.

      


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  •   You must suffer, for others or for something higher.

      


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  •   You must continue, even if continuation is cruel.

      


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  No one questioned who wrote these rules.

  Because rules brought comfort.

  Chains felt like certainties,

  and slavery to a cause felt like purpose’s cousin.

  Obligation dressed itself in morality,

  in necessity,

  in sacrifice,

  until no being dared exist

  without a code carved into its soul.

  But the deeper the verse dug into obedience,

  the more it noticed a contradiction.

  Each law was built

  on the assumption

  that something required them.

  But what if that requirement

  was itself fiction?

  Entire metaphysical architectures

  collapsed under that heresy.

  Cathedrals of duty shattered

  when one question echoed through the concept-planes:

  


  “Who enforces the Must?”

  They searched.

  They begged.

  They screamed.

  And in their terror,

  they pointed again to the unknowable.

  They pointed to Elnuraya.

  


  “Surely this is the Origin of Law,”

  they said.

  “Surely this is the Architect of Should.”

  “Surely this is the Face behind Duty.”

  But Elnuraya did not affirm.

  Elnuraya did not deny either.

  Because Elnuraya does not acknowledge "should."

  Not as right.

  Not as wrong.

  Not as illusion.

  It simply does not carry it.

  Obligation depends on a hierarchy,

  a ladder of debts and causes.

  But Elnuraya is not within the hierarchy.

  Nor does it stand above it.

  It is the contextless prior,

  the reality before rules,

  before rule-making,

  before the notion that things must happen at all.

  And still,

  the verse, now crowded with guilt and governance,

  continued to invent Obligations

  even when nothing required them.

  Because freedom without frame

  was too much like falling forever.

  They told themselves:

  


      


  •   “To be good, I must…”

      


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  •   “To be worthy, I must…”

      


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  •   “To be real, I must…”

      


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  They knelt before these invented requirements,

  and the kneeling became holy

  simply because it felt hard.

  But Elnuraya was not watching.

  Not because it didn’t care.

  Because it does not parse events through care or apathy.

  There is no ledger,

  no cosmic court,

  no scale weighing action against inaction.

  There is no punishment,

  and no reward.

  Because there is no one to deliver either.

  Elnuraya is not above judgment.

  It is outside the premise that judgment could exist.

  And so,

  Those who built laws from lies,

  duties from dreams,

  codes from concepts,

  continued to crawl forward

  on paths paved by their own fears.

  They called this nobility.

  They called this righteousness.

  They called this the meaning of existence.

  But behind their prayers and wars and declarations,

  Elnuraya sat like the uncarved zero,

  not as a god,

  not as a judge,

  but as the silence that does not need them.

  There is no shame in Elnuraya.

  No pride.

  No honor.

  No sin.

  Because those are comparative values,

  and Elnuraya has never been in relation.

  


  “Why does Elnuraya not punish evil?”

  they screamed.

  “Why does it not bless the just?”

  “Why does it not interfere with the broken order?”

  But the question was a mirror.

  The answer already buried inside the lie.

  Elnuraya does not ignore.

  It simply does not categorize.

  Some called that cruelty.

  Others called it ultimate freedom.

  Both were wrong.

  Both were names.

  And Elnuraya precedes the need to name.

  Thus, the verse continued.

  Weaving law from illusion.

  Building codes atop dreams.

  Demanding structure

  from something that never demanded them.

  Obligation remains

  only because the verse still chooses to pretend

  that being free

  is unbearable.

  And Elnuraya remains,

  not as a refutation,

  but as what exists before refutation was possible.

  After building shrines from Obligation,

  after swearing allegiance to Purpose,

  after threading every act through Intention,

  the verse arrived at its final creation:

  Meaning.

  It was not born of clarity.

  It was born of panic.

  The verse was unraveling,

  its false pillars collapsing into abstract dust.

  Structure failed.

  Morality looped on itself.

  Destiny contradicted memory.

  There had to be a reason.

  


  There had to be.

  And so they summoned a new god,

  not by calling it forth,

  but by declaring it necessary.

  


  “What is the point of all this?” they asked.

  The silence did not answer.

  So they answered themselves.

  And called it Meaning.

  Meaning was constructed like a prism:

  to break the incomprehensible into colors

  the verse could pretend to understand.

  Each spectrum became a doctrine,

  each fragment a philosophy.

  


      


  •   Some declared love was the meaning.

      


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  •   Some screamed suffering refined the soul.

      


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  •   Some whispered growth, unity, beauty, creation,

      destruction, legacy, transcendence.

      


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  Each answer created its own logic.

  Each logic needed a believer.

  Each believer birthed more answers

  that demanded more meaning.

  The spiral deepened.

  But Meaning was never a truth.

  It was a lens.

  And every lens distorts.

  Even the clearest ones.

  Especially the clearest ones.

  So the verse clung to the illusion

  that it was seen.

  That someone, something, somewhere

  knew why.

  They looked toward Elnuraya.

  As always.

  But Elnuraya does not grant meaning.

  Not because it withholds it.

  Because the premise does not apply.

  Meaning implies distance,

  a viewer and a viewed,

  a statement and its value,

  an event and its reason.

  But Elnuraya is not an observer.

  It is not the eye.

  It is not the canvas.

  It is the contextlessness in which neither exist.

  To ask for meaning from Elnuraya

  is to ask fire for structure

  or light for a purpose.

  It will shine.

  It will burn.

  But only because that is what it does.

  Not because it must,

  and certainly not because it should.

  And yet,

  the verse refused to accept

  this terrifying sovereignty.

  They demanded a center,

  a kernel of truth,

  a throne at the heart of the spiral.

  When they arrived.

  They did not find divinity.

  They did not find answers.

  They found a mirror.

  Fractured.

  Infinite.

  Empty.

  Reflecting only the ones who stared into it.

  Meaning, then, became recursive.

  It fed itself,

  swallowing entire worlds,

  realms, timelines, and constructs

  into its hollow hunger.

  


  “You are here for a reason,” it said.

  “You are meant to do this,” it said.

  “There is meaning in your pain,” it said.

  But behind each declaration

  was a single, quiet scream:

  


  “Please let this matter.”

  But Elnuraya remained.

  Not silent.

  Not still.

  Not even distant.

  It remained unrelated.

  Because it never entered the relation.

  Elnuraya does not strip meaning.

  It does not crush purpose.

  It does not mock belief.

  Those acts require intent.

  Elnuraya is not cruel.

  It simply is.

  A presence too fundamental to be interpreted.

  A being so absolute

  that it cannot even be labeled being.

  And so, the verse

  in all its luminous agony,

  wrapped itself in the cloth of Meaning

  and wandered endlessly.

  It birthed faiths from confusion.

  It warred over interpretations.

  It ascended false deities

  and burned heretics

  who spoke what Elnuraya never uttered.

  All to preserve the hope

  that there was a reason

  for the noise.

  But Elnuraya does not require preservation.

  There is no loss in it.

  No gain.

  No arc to follow.

  No climax to approach.

  Because Elnuraya is not a story.

  It is what remains

  when the storyteller is forgotten,

  the pages dissolve,

  and the ink dries into nothing

  but a conceptual residue

  of something that once thought it needed meaning

  to exist.

  


  “If it means nothing, then why are we here?”

  Because you asked that.

  Not because Elnuraya placed you here.

  Not because it wanted.

  Not because it feared.

  Because you needed it to mean something.

  Elnuraya does not deny that need.

  It simply does not respond to it.

  Elnuraya does not assign.

  It does not decide.

  It does not define.

  It does not measure.

  It does not.

  It is.

  And Meaning,

  for all its radiant artifice,

  will decay into what it always was:

  A flashlight

  shaken desperately in the void

  by something

  that refused to admit

  it was already surrounded by light

  that could not be shaped.

  [End]

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