I was a 23 year old virgin with no job or prospects in life. Despite living with my parents and spending my time pying video games, I knew that it was only a matter of time before I did something drastic.

  For the past few years, I had been masturbating to porn almost daily and it developed into an addiction I could never fully satisfying.

  It started out normal, watching standard porn and hentai. But soon, I needed more violent stuff to get my kicks. It didn’t help that I had witnessed rape as a child and rough porn was making me relive that day and making me horny every time.

  Back when I was twelve, my older sister had a sleepover with two of her friends. They were all around seventeen so they drank quite a lot since our parents were out.

  Unfortunately for them, I also had an older brother. He was younger than my sister since he was the middle child. But he snuck into their rooms at night.

  He must have put something in the wine bottles they had been drinking since they were all heavily unconsciousness in the living room.

  It must have been around midnight when I woke up to strange noises. I couldn't figure out what it was at first.

  It was coming from the living room where my sister and her friends had been partying so I went to check it out.

  When I opened the door, I saw all three of the women where naked and unconsciousness on the floor or couch, while my older brother was furiously humping my sister from behind.

  Her slim body getting jolted with every violent thrust. My brother seemed to have forgone any sense of carefulness as he struggled to catch his breath and loudly plunged his penis deep inside our sister.

  I noticed that he was panting and sweating, far more than he should be. The reason became clear when I looked at the crotches of the other women and found them to be dripping with white liquid.

  My brother was too focused on his depravity to notice me. But I spent several minutes watching him through the crack in the door.

  When he was finally done, he pulled out of my sister and pushed his throbbing cock into my sister’s limp mouth. Causing her to gag and splutter in her sleep as his semen shot down her throat.

  He grabbed her by her shoulder length bck hair and almost suffocated her as he pushed his cock all the way to the back of her throat.

  I left with a huge boner when he began cleaning up the evidence of his activities on my sister and her two other friends he had raped earlier.

  As far as I'm aware, my sister and her friends never found out about that night. And my brother got away with it.

  I’m pretty sure that he tried to drug my sister since then, but our parents were often around, so he was never as noisy if he ever molested or raped her after that day.

  I was so jealous of that piece of shit and also wanted to screw my hot sister. But she moved out before my puberty really kicked in.

  The good news was that my brother did eventually get caught trying to drug some girls in his css and was jailed for that when picture of him raping unconsciousness cssmates came to light.

  But when I think back to his deeds. I feel disappointed. I also desperately want to have sex. But drugging girls isn’t my thing. I prefer them awake so I can torment them and see their reactions to what I would do to them.

  It was the day before I decide to finally lose my virginity and live my fantasy, that everything changed.

  Just as luck would have it,I died.