A boy was sitting on a bench in the park. Because of rain it wasn't clear if he was crying or it was just rain water. His eyes looks like it has no life. It was as dark as abyss. Under his eyes there are so many dark circles that makes it looks even worse.

  "What did I do? Why in this big world there's no place for me? Why is the world so unfair? What's the purpose of me being alive? Is me being alive my greatest sin" He thought in his mind.

  His name is Yami. Why Yami you ask? Because to his father he brings darkness in his life.

  His mother died after given birth to him and his father blame him for his mother death. After his mother died his dad remarried.

  To his father and stepmother he is nothing but a thorn in their life. He has a stepbrother but they don't talk much with each other.

  He has to do all the chores in his house. If he makes a single mistake he gets beaten badly and doesn't even get food. Well he didn't get much food anyway. Sometimes on rare occasions he gets food that full his belly.

  He does all the chores before he goes to school but even in school he gets bullied by his classmates because he looks gloomy. Sometimes he even got beaten by them.

  He got used to all this. He become dull to pain. But even someone like him has something he looked forward to and that is his girlfriend yuki.

  They started dating recently. Yuki confessed to him recently at first he didn't believe it but she somehow managed to convince him thus they started dating. He was happy until that happened-

  "Hehe I still can't believe I got a girlfriend. Oh it's raining hard I should go and tell her that I can't go home with her because I don't have a umbrella." Said Yami

  After walking somesteps he got in from of the classroom. Just when he was about to open class door he heard his girlfriend and her friends talking

  Taken from Royal Road, this narrative should be reported if found on Amazon.

  "So when are you gonna tell him it was just a prank you date cause of a dare" said one of Yuki's friend

  Hearing that on Yuki's right side a female said while laughing" yeah, when you gonna tell him I can't wait to see his reaction. I am gonna make a video hehehe"

  While responding to them Yuki said "what's the hurry let him be a happy a little more I want see him fall for me more when he more deeply I want to see that reaction. How dare that gloomy think he can date someone like me hmph"

  "Yuki you big sadist hahaha" said one of her friend

  "Well he did give you trouble when you confess him"

  While they were talking, outside the door Yumi felt as if sky fall apart in his head.

  He quietly left school. he was walking in the rain. He didn't know where he was. Nor that he care at that moment.

  tears falling from his eyes. But in this rain it wasn't visible. He cried after 3 years he thought he became dull to all the pains after getting beaten by his family. If it was physical pain he could have endure it but this was the pain of his broken heart.

  It was suffocating. He started breathing heavily. After a few moments his breathing calm down but not his mind.

  His mind was a mess. He saw a unknown park that he never saw before. He sat on a bench. He thought many things but no word came out of his mouth.

  He endure everything up until now he thought one day maybe his parents would acknowledge him. he did everything he could just so he could his parents acknowledgement but after trying for many years he had given up.

  He thought he would one day be happy but he given up. Then after so many years he saw a light of hope, he thought even if for a little bit he could be happy but even this dream of his shattered like a broken glass.

  He nothing nothing anymore. He was broken. He had given up on everything. While tears falling from his eyes as he looked at the sky and roared ~

  "Is there is there no god in this world? Why can't I be happy? Why you take away everything from me? What did I do wrong? Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

  Hehe hello guys it's me author it's my first novel I hope you guys like it ngl I am getting embarrassed just reading it. Now to the main topic i am not a Japanese but I used Japanese names cause it's cool and the country I live names aren't that much cool. And my English isn't that good either so if there were any problems do forgive me I will try to improve as much as I can. Well ngl I might not even continue this after this chapter I only tried it cause I recently finished REVEREND INSANITY and I wanted to write a protagonist that as much evi- oops I mean good nature like great love immortal venerable. So this mc main goal will also be eternal life (if I continue). Well if I continue I will add much rape, violence, killing possible