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Ch. 5: the meaning of nothingness

  I lived to find the meaning in existence, and yet, i failed at my only task, it hurts, more than anybody can imagine, even if the task had been set up for me, even if it had been nearly acomplished, i still would have failed.

  My existence has no meaning, humans can find something in life, weather it be fun, work, or happiness. the last part is what i lack most. I tried to be kind, but humans were not kind back. I was born like this, why do they hate me? I didn't do anything wrong, right? But they are still running away, like i'm some monster, and no matter what i did, i still would have stayed a monster, because my father was a demon.

  I was kind, but they repayed me in hate. So, i'll burn them, kill them all, this world doesn't deserve me, i'm better than them! But then, why do i lay here... With an arrow through my chest...?

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  So this is what happiness truly means! I never want to let go of this feeling!

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  They are all dead... the city is destroyed! and i have finaly found my true purpose! This way i'll be eternaly happy!

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  I have started my journey weeks ago, i have had nothing to eat and yet i don't feel all that hungry, why is that? Could it be i just went insane after finding my true purpose? I could ask the towns people from the next town over.

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  I have met a strange man in royal clothing, he is taking me somewhere.

  Hell, anywhere is better than this! I don't want want to be stuck in who knows where for the rest of my life.

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  Now i find myself in the khapesh palace, standing before the grandmaster, this has to end soon, and i'll end it if i have to!

  Sitting here, by myself within these thick walls of the palace, my mind wandering elsewhere, i have just been crowned as the principle of Love, ironic if you ask me.

  Being gifted a new power by the grandmaster means more work for me, but at least i'll be fed, i'll sleep well and be safe.

  The greatest gift of all.

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